Today sucks.....
Today is hard to force a smile, the kids know something is going on, I have to cancel the family picture today and reschedule it I can't imagine being able to fake a smile that big right now. We are still doing fourth of july together with the kids. I don't know why I feel guilty, it has been years in the making....compounding incident after incident, I have never felt so much disgust for another person, and where is God in all of this I can't feel him right now which is scary. I haven't even tried to open my bible though, it feels like i failed
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